hey everyone. just thought I'd hook you all up on my life so far this year. i know its been a while since i updated, but its all good. I'm here now and ready to talk.

1st off.
as some of you are aware, on June 27th, 2008, my grandmother died at the age of 76. she was a great woman, and I loved her so much. everyday is different without her. I was so used to seeing her every morning and night. but all that's gone now. she will always be in my memory. my one regret is the last time i saw her alive, I didn't get to tell her I loved her, and see you tomorrow...I know it wouldn't have made a difference but somehow I feel like me not saying that makes it so much worse...


2nd.
Finances
aside from that were also having a financial crises at the moment. dont worry though, i can live on bread and milk. im like a rat haha. now that its just me and mother, we have to struggle to meet the bills head on, and still have money for me to attend school.



3rd.
School....
school, school, school. what else is there to say? I'm going to a private school that lacks state funding, and I'm paying 5000 a quarter, not a semester, a quarter. that's 10,000 a semester. I'm making good grades in everything but statistics. but ill be transferring out soon hopefully because South college (my school) doesn't have an engineering program, and I'm going into electrical engineering as my profession.


4th
Love life.
What is there to say here? I'm madly in love with my Girlfriend Paige. shes my everything and all things. she keeps me going and there isn't a day that goes by that i don't wish i could see her beautiful face more often. i recently asked her to merry me, which she answered a wonderful and surprising yes to. when she said that, my insides did flips and o couldn't help but cry. yes cry. there's no shame in crying. I look forward to growing old with her.

5th
Work
well this part is sad as well. My good friend and manager may be loosing his job. UHAUL moving and storage feels that he is not keeping the store to their standards, though we are located in the worst possible part of town, just shy of all ghettos and magnolia avenue. for non-Knoxville residents,Magnolia is a strip of hell highway where you do not ever want to visit. its like all of Detroit, the Bronx, Queens' and LA all rolled into a single 8 mile strip of hell. but none the less they don't see that, only the numbers. and even though hes doing a great job with what we've got, its not good enough. so needless to say were walking on thin ice at work, we could all loose our jobs if we say or do the wrong thing, even one time.




Well that's about it everyone. i just thought id share my life so far. don't worry about me though. just keep me in your prayers, that makes me happy enough. i love each and everyone of you, and i hope your all well and safe.
your friend
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